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2008-06-11T04:11:00.000-07:00

okay. (: it's the 11th.
and my life is fucked up. why?
BECAUSE I HAVE LOADS OF TUITION.
oh boy. what am i thinking?
from 11-1 maths, 2-4 chem. EVERY single day. ==

anw, the camp on friday was a joke though it was pretty fun in the end i guess.
try sleeping at a beach, with no cover!
and the sea breeze blowing at you. omg. it was a torture.

rs finally P.O.P.! (: and he finally has a LONG LONG break so that he can meet me!
sorry dear. =X always seem to have loads of programme on weekends. heh.

oh and for those idiots like andrew. (: P.O.P stands for passing out parade.
aha. joke.

went to eat with andrew that day, waffles and sandwich.
after which that idiot called me fat, ust because he only had waffles.
come on luh. who's the one who got a HUGE popcorn box with sprite to munch on for the movie huh! haha.
ohhh. and who was the idiot who kept going, 'let's go chinatown and eat dumpling and whatnots' on the way home huh! haha. (: that fat ass. =D

and now i'm stuck at home blogging. while my fat-ass friend is at sentosa, and my bf's watching a movie somewhere with his 'buds'. BLAHS. ): and PANG all the way across the universe shopping somewhere and nuzy busy with her bf. ):

ohboy.
shireen. -;loves

2008-05-08T12:41:00.000-07:00

Lost.

I'm so tired nowadays. Apparently, it's 4 in the morning now and I've yet to sleep. Sighs.

Nights. And I guess, this is my life from now on.

2008-05-04T02:47:00.000-07:00

Hello! (:
It’s the weekends once again. My only break time. How pathetic is my life now? Sighs. But what choices do I have. All for A’s.

Anyway, I have officially set up the bloody shop to clear my stuff, plus cheryl and nuzie. (: Cleared some. Slowly I guess, takes a lot of time!

Chem SPA is officially over! Finally. But I’m pretty disappointed in myself. Didn’t exactly finish though I tried to time myself. Sighs. But what’s done is done. Now to focus on bio! Which will definitely be a killer. I really hope I can finish.

Happy! (: rs came out on Wednesday, but I was always too busy to go out. Heh. Sorry dear! (: But we went to makan on Saturday at chompchomp, but it was so crowded as usual. Bleh. So we went to some nearby hawker and eat. Aha. (:

Weeks seem to pass by so fast. I have to buck up! Rawh.

2008-04-21T05:56:00.000-07:00

You know. Although I do know what are my goals in life, but I don’t seem to have the desire or positive attitude to achieve my goals. Up to now, all I know is that I have decided to be in the finance sector, much to the disapproval of my parents. They reckon I should make use of my bio or fnn, either to go into the biomedical industry or the food industry. Well, let’s just say I used to have an interest in bio, till JC life totally killed my interest. Whereas for fnn? Well, I won’t deny that I really love cooking. (: fnn brings back so much fun memories. I miss shinwei’s fabulous cooking. But now, it’s too late to say all of these. If I had really wanted to pursue the subject, I wouldn’t be in JC now, or even so, I won’t be taking this subject combination. Oh well, saying all of these have already been too late, and there’s no point in reiterating. What else can I do? Anyway, the only subject of which I have interest in is still finance. Hopefully, you’ll see me in SMU, or NUS!

I’ve already secured 2As in PW and Chinese. Now, it all depends on my main subjects. Hopefully and definitely, I’ll have to score As in GP, Econs, Maths and Chem. And aim for a B in Bio. (: I have to do this, for my baby. (: I want to fulfil my promise to him. (:

I guess I have already started planning for my future, or rather, what’s going to happen after A’s. ahha. (: I’ll definitely be trying to get a temp job in the finance sector to enhance my application. Aside from that, I have my business partner! (((: Definitely going to set up a mini business after A’s. I’m determined to finance for my own studies, as do Cheryl. We have to plan for our future, and depend on ourselves. I won’t let anyone dictate my future. My future is in my own hands and mine only.

I will succeed.

2008-04-13T02:57:00.000-07:00

i have finally lost it.

hello. you can say this is my maiden post. as it has been ages since i have posted anything.
but still, i guess i'm back. pretty much because i felt guilty i left it around somehow. but so much have happened last year. and now, i'm ready to start on a new slate.

so here i go. welcome to my life.

2007-11-14T05:54:00.000-08:00

whee! i koped this from jac. (:

[Layer One: On the outside]
Name: Shireen
Birthdate: 29091990
Current Status: hm. attached.
Eye Colour: totally black.
Hair Colour: brown-black.
Righty or Lefty: lefty! ((:

[Layer Two: On the inside]
Your Heritage:bloody pure chinese. but no brains for business. =D
Your Fears: loads.
Your Weakness: foooood. give me chocolates or ice cream and i love you to bits.
Your Perfect Pizza: thin, crispy, CHEESE, pineapple, ham

[Layer Three: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow]
Your First Thought This Morning: damn, there's training today. on a perfect weather to sleep in. ):
Your Last Thought Before Bedtime: bloody tired.. why did i have to take a job?
Your Most Missed Memories: i want to be in sec school again.

[Layer Four: Your Pick]
Pepsi or Coke: none. (:
MacDonald or Burger King: BK! (: i'm sick of macs!
Single or Group Dates: fine with both.
Adidas or Nike: ohboy. both! (: but i like nike better.
Tea or Nestea: teaaaaa.
Chocolate or Vanilla: VANILLA.
Cappuccino or Coffee: cappuccino.

[Layer Five: Do You...]
Smoke: never!
.Curse: obviously.
Take Showers:nono, that's why i stink. ==
Think you are in love: hm. (:

[Layer Six: In the Past Month]
Drank alcohol: yes.
Gone to the mall: NO! ):
Been on the stage: nahhh.
Eaten sushi: yea. just last week.
Dyed your hair: i want to!

[Layer Seven: Have You Ever...]
Played a stripping game: ewwww. no. im not that sick.
Changed who you were to fit in: of course. peer pressure. =D

[Layer Eight: Age]
You are hoping to get married at the age of: ah. after 26. (:

[Layer Nine: In a Girl/Guy]
Best Eye Colour: ohhh. brown- grey.
Best Hair Colour: anything.
Short Hair or Long Hair: SHORT HAIR.

[Layer Ten: What Were You Doing]
1 Min Ago: messaging.
1 Hour Ago: teevee-ing!
4.5 Hour Ago: sleeping. ((:
1 Month Ago: just finished promos! HAHA. playing.
1 Year Ago: bloody o levels.

[Layer Eleven: Finish the Sentence]
I Love: to sleep. (:

2007-11-05T07:18:00.000-08:00

so many things have happened lately. so many shocks to deal with.
this has left me speechless.

sighhs. ohwell.

happy birthday kor. (: 22 years old. you old man. (:
we're all missing you like mad!

2007-10-12T21:42:00.000-07:00

sometimes, i don't know if i did the right thing.
but what's done is done. i have no regrets. (:

-love is deep and meaningless-(:
there's no specific reason as to why you would like a person.
if you do love a person, you just do.

shireen-

2007-10-06T07:50:00.000-07:00

The only thing you have to do to degrade anyone, is public humiliation.

Teenagers are extremely sensitive to public humilation; we avoid it at all cost.
No one would ever dream of wanting to be humilated in front of everyone, with all your sins laid out in front of you.
But what if you werent wrong at all?

No one deserves to be humilated, especially not by parents, who are extremely fond of doing that. There are some, who do not care at all for the welfare of their child, nor the future humilation. All they bother about, is just to vent their anger, and hence, cause a big scene. So what if you do vent your anger on us? I am not in the wrong because of your silly mistake. Is this a bid to save YOUR FACE? I'm afraid it has lost its purpose. It just shows that you do not have the capacity nor the ability to be someone i respect.

But why? Just for their own sick pleasure. No, i do not think it's a form of teaching the child. It just serves to degrade the child and lower their self-esteem. No one appreciates being called an idiot. And no, i am not one.

I have my pride and I will not bow down before you anymore. I do not care for your status, regardless of whoever you are. I will not give in.

Smack me or throw me out the house if you want. I cant be bothered no more.

2007-08-22T06:15:00.000-07:00

22 AUGUST (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RONGSHENG! (:
you're one year, one month and one week older than me! (((:
heh. someone must feel honoured. put your name so HUGE on my blog. ((:
RWARR! happy birthday dear.(:

ahpeh's birthday is today, and tomorrow's bilis! (:
celebraaaations! cake and presents.(:

2007-08-19T01:47:00.000-07:00

(: pre-camp done. finally!
ohwell. it was nice to meet up with steffi, and exchanged so much "info".
as well as to know dolly more!
haha. 4 years schoolmate, yet we dont know each other.

oh yea! temasek junior college dominated that camp. there were so many people from tj!
and one solo meridian j1, me!
but there were j2s though. =D pretty fun people. (:
thank goodness it was only for 2 days 1night. quite boring actually.
oh yea. jiakai and andrew. ANDREW IS AN ASS. =D
we studied and played bridge till 4am on the first day before sleeping.
LOL. all those crappy talks about the 7th month freaked us out slightly. HAHA.

ohwell. it's OVER. and it's time for chem spa. ohman.

lovee-
shireen

2007-08-09T21:38:00.000-07:00

((: HAPPY! watched rush hour 3 with him.
not bad not bad.
but it's getting boring with all those stunts jackie.
haha!

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY yesterday!
lol. okay. the parade was not bad. kinda boring at times.
but the fireworks made up for EVERYTHING.
oh. and the cute lil' girl in front of me. ha!
pretty pretty fireworks. (:
i want to watch again. (((:

yay!
SHIREEN loves.

2007-08-03T06:18:00.000-07:00

YAY!
im back in school.
AND i successfully survived the week. (:
ha! BEAT THAT! (:

i took my biology spa today. after 9875649286 weeks. finally!
it was okay i guess. HEH.
but im so behind my work. really got to catch up.
after the "talk", im honestly thinking of dropping to poly.
i mean, if i cant cope, why force myself?
oh. pessimistic. i shall see how.
after all, apparently, september intake doesnt accept jc students.

ohyes. it's TPJ's elearning day apparently.
and this issue relating to some thing, has made my whole day utterly horrible. i couldnt really concentrate on spa.
well. i wanted to go bowling, but SRJ was using the place.
saw sharon though. (: she's in bowling! haha! amazing. ohyes, her slow balls arent slow anymore!

OH. NDP's coming soon, 9 august!
and the media has been doing major advertising.
it's practically shouting into your face, "NDP is here! in MARINA BAY. it's so near to central!"
im not exactly looking forward to it though i have the tickets.
honestly, it cant be compared to kallang. (sorry. i live, breathe kallang since sec 1. cedar!)

ohwell. till then i guess.

love.
shireen.

2007-07-25T21:37:00.000-07:00

hello!

i havent been blogging in ages. well, let's just say i really dont have the mood lately.

Alot of things happened lately.
1. my brother flew off to australia, sydney, last thursday, 19 July.
2. I'm down with chicken pox.

the second one is bad enough! ): chicken pox really sucks. what more, this is my second time! sighs. what luck.
red, fugly, disgusting blotches. sighs. no scratching! ): and it really itchs too.

i'm trying to adapt to a brother-less environment. meaning i'm currently the oldest now. this is bad. especially with my horrible temper. oh well. no one to bully too. this sucks. ): add on to the mounting pile of homework and stuff. killer.

i missed listening comprehension on tuesday in school. had to travel all the way to some super ulu place in queenstown just to take the LC. it was horrible.

and i missed biology spa on thursday. so im taking it all alone on monday. i think. since i shant be going to school tmr. haha. but there's upsides too. (:

i miss going out. and i wanna see shows. lots of shows. harrypotter! thesimpsons! ohwell. must say sorry to a certain someone. heh. must wait for me to get well first before watching! (:
SORRY AND THANKYOU. there!

tmr's mrs woo's birthday. i dont think i'll be going. though i dearly wish i could. ): i miss cedar and 4H too much. dug out some old photos to post on friendster! then i really realise how much i miss them. oh the irony. considering my close friends and i werent that close too. thank goodness zee's in mj too. (:

i miss my sec 2 clique too. but now we're all over the place. and sadly, im not that close to them either. makes me wonder, was i close to anyone at all? haha.

i wonder who has the time to read through my ramblings. ahah. how amazing. sighhs. im off to do some homework now i guess. (:

loves.
shireen.(:

2007-06-30T08:24:00.000-07:00

well, exams are over. ((:
im back to playing again! SINCE there's a one week break. HA!

rwarrr. i love movies.(: 12 JULY! harry potter! I CANT WAIT! ha! i sound weird.
((: whee!

the first cousin on my mother side is finally getting married. at age 30! oh man. and the wedding's on tuesday! no school.((:
from what i've been hearing from them, it sure is hectic. and madness! super traditional wedding. it's amazing. truely astounding. both sides are pretty well-off. so i can definitely expect alot from it. oh, and since it's going to be super formal. i'll bet alot of people are definitely wearing gowns. phew.

ohwell. i just cant wait.((:

2007-06-26T00:50:00.000-07:00

oh wells. mid years are so flunked.
chemistry - MCQ was HORRIBLE. rwahh. disgustingly difficult.
economics - well. could have said that i really regret not studying. ha! it's okay. i think. it'll be a miracle if i pass though. since i already lost 12plus marks. HAHA. ((:

im not mugging for biology. gave up! FOCUS on maths. WHEE! Maths is LOVE. (: but i think im flunking all. wheeeeee! ((:

THREE MORE PAPERS TO GO.
WEDNESDAY - MATHEMATICS, BIOLOGY
THURSDAY - CHINESE
blame it all on playing during the holidays. (: cant wait for this to be overr. (:
really. this sucks. boos.

I MISS YOU. )): even one day seems far. and even this is scaring me. i love you so much that it's scaring me. i wanna see you everyday.

take care everyone. till midyears' are over~
SHIR.

2007-06-12T07:02:00.000-07:00

i koped this from jacq. (: baobei!

Every girl dreams that one day, she will find a guy that does these things for her. Even the smallest action can have THE BIGGEST impact in someone's life.

>Give her one of your T-shirts .
>Leave her cute text messages.
>When it rains, pass her your shirt or block the rain for her. (sweet! (:)
>Hug her when she's cold, even when you're with your friends.
>Give her whatever she wants.
>Carry her bag for her. ( not all the time, sometimes carrying too girly handbags look weird on guys.)
>Kiss her in front of your friends. (hmmmm.)
>Trust her over everyone else.
>Tell her she looks beautiful & not sexy.
>Look at her in the eye when you talk to her.
>Let her mess with your hair ( yes! (: )
>and Mess with hers.
>Just walk around with her. (:
>Forgive her for her mistakes.
>Look at her like she's the only girl you see.
>Tickle her even when she says stop. ( to be considered. tickles TICKLE.)
>Hold her hand even when you're around your friends.
>When she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.
>Let her fall asleep in your arms.
>Get her mad, then kiss her.
>Tease her & let her tease you back.
>Stay up with her all night when she's sick. ( sweet. (: )
>Watch her favourite movie with her.
>Kiss her forehead.
>Give her the world.
>Write her letters. (awww. sweet)
>Let her wear your clothes. (sweatshirts)
>When she's sad, hang out with her.
>Let her know she's important.
>Let her take all the photos of you she wants. ( YES!(: )
>Kiss her in the rain.
>And when you fall in love with her, tell her.
>And when you do tell her, love her like you never loved before(:

sweet. (:

2007-06-12T06:32:00.000-07:00

i dont know what's wrong with me.

everything just feels wrong. what the hell is wrong with me?

im just so frustrated with myself. and i dont even know why!

arghh. this is so damn annoying. so shit.

i want this feeling to stop. sighhs.

insecurity. ):

i sure hope so. if only love was that simple to explain and hold on tight.

i cant help but act like a child at times. to see if all my childish-ness will make him go away. but he always stayed by me. (: and now, i cant help but be insecure. because it's this feeling that im afraid. that i really do, love him for who he is. i dont want to be hurt again. i dont want to feel this way no more.

love.

shireen.

2007-06-10T08:26:00.000-07:00

wheeee! havent posted in awhile. YES! shireen has been BUSY! slacking. =D
but nooooooo. i have decided to finally start mugging. HAHAH. finally i tell you! (:

((: shireen is veryveryvery happy for calsia. she deserves it. really she does. after all that she has been through. im happy for her.

wheeeeeee. we had a random nonsense talk today. on the past countries we went to. HAHAH. indo. (: australia! PERTH. i want to go korea and japan. (((: hongkong? HEH.

wasnt that fun! HEH.

2007-06-04T01:36:00.000-07:00

whee! saturdays and sundays are fun. =D
heh. okay. let's see.

i watched shrek 3 already! on saturday. HEH.
aaanddd, POTC for the 2nd time. on sunday! ahha.
and i KNOW i'll be watching it again this week. lol.
=D marche at vivocity rocks. =) whee!

shopping ): have to control. rwahh! someone was evil. keep asking me to try. ahha. but it's okay. im going shopping with my mummy soon! THEN, i can shop like mad. =D

laadedums~ cam whoring session in need. (:

2007-05-31T05:39:00.000-07:00

wheee! IM BACK PEOPLE!

ha! after weeks and weeks of non-blogging. OHMY. =D

i went to tpjc's runway. (:
damn. it was fun. AHAH. me and nic were UNGLAM. =D everyone was sooo dressed up, and we turned up in shorts and tee. AHA. superuberduper unglam queens. =D

OHMYGOODNESS. QQ can design. i just cant believe it. it was so darn nice. and murny modelled for her. AHAH. but i think may's prettier. =D she looks so bridal, all she needed was just a groom. ahah!

3rd prize winner. was unexpected? oh well. i dont know.

OHHHH! CEDAR went too! SUPERUBERDUPER unexpected. ahah. they were noisy as usual. =D

and cheryl's modelling. WHEE! UBER cute. (: we (sheeting, jac, nic and me) were cheering like mad. ahaha.

AFTER the mad rush, it was back to DORA'S HOUSE! to celebrate her birthday! =D HAHA. pre-exam celebrations. darn. it was fun. i made slut jealous he didnt go. ahaha. SUPERFUN! =D

i miss you. (: you're really always on my mind.

wheeeeee! IM OFF TO DO MY BORING GPP ALR THEN!
tataz!

2007-05-15T23:38:00.000-07:00

I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANT TO SEE A CERTAIN SOMEONE NOW. ): BUT THAT CERTAIN SOMEONE IS BUSY MUGGING. SIGHHS.OH WELLS.
SINCE IT REALLY SUCKS BEING TOTALLY SICK. ): RWARR. IM OFF TO DO MY GPP AND MUG AS WELL THEN. RWAHH.

2007-05-15T20:47:00.000-07:00

hello world. (:

shireen has been sick. ): for the past few days. and it sucks to say the least. ))):

been ponning school like mad. rwarr.

cheryl- i miss you like mad. ): my mummy! =D
jac- i wanna see you! ): rwarrr. mjc really sucks. ):

2007-05-11T03:06:00.000-07:00

extreme amazement.

standing broad jump + shireen = wth. cant jump for nuts. (:

oh wells. one week of sheer torture is gone. this week has been too straining on my legs. ):
and i injuried my knee again. sighhs. may need to go for physio. darn it.

tuesday- 5 items
wednesday- vball training
thursday- 2.4km run
friday- 5 items retest

dammit. and next week's lecture tests week. ): 6 tests within 5 days.
can you imagine? ohmy. including mock bio spa.

so there's:
. GP comprehension test
. MotherTongue mid years
. Maths Lecture Test: Binomial, Equations and Ineqalities
. Chemistry Lecture Test : Atomic Structure
. Biology Mock SPA
. Biology Lecture Test: Photosynthesis. Respiration.
. Econs Consolidation Exercise: Externalities

please tell me i'm screwed. in addition to GPP. sighhs.

-MUGGER
shireen!

2007-05-10T04:23:00.000-07:00

finally did my 2.4 today. and im angry at my own timing. how could i?

sighhs. i have to redo my 5 items. doesnt make sense. when i have got 3A and 1B, but 1E for standing broad jump just have to spoil it all. i cant help it if i cant jump for nuts. ):

C for 2.4. ): ran too slow i guess. my legs been aching since tuesday, and training on wed didnt exactly help either. 15.15. that's slow. sighhs. i de-proved a lot. cant be helped i guess. since i didnt do my nafa in sec 4. and skipped quite alot of db sessions to go for sc. ahah.

~~i miss tpjc.~~
~~i miss all of them. 07S05. DB38trio. and our DB gang.~~

2007-05-06T04:09:00.000-07:00

): i had to create a new one. since i accidentally deleted my old one. ):
and i liked the link too! -shir. sweet and simple. ):