/ 4:11 AM

okay. (: it's the 11th.
and my life is fucked up. why?
BECAUSE I HAVE LOADS OF TUITION.
oh boy. what am i thinking?
from 11-1 maths, 2-4 chem. EVERY single day. ==

anw, the camp on friday was a joke though it was pretty fun in the end i guess.
try sleeping at a beach, with no cover!
and the sea breeze blowing at you. omg. it was a torture.

rs finally P.O.P.! (: and he finally has a LONG LONG break so that he can meet me!
sorry dear. =X always seem to have loads of programme on weekends. heh.

oh and for those idiots like andrew. (: P.O.P stands for passing out parade.
aha. joke.

went to eat with andrew that day, waffles and sandwich.
after which that idiot called me fat, ust because he only had waffles.
come on luh. who's the one who got a HUGE popcorn box with sprite to munch on for the movie huh! haha.
ohhh. and who was the idiot who kept going, 'let's go chinatown and eat dumpling and whatnots' on the way home huh! haha. (: that fat ass. =D

and now i'm stuck at home blogging. while my fat-ass friend is at sentosa, and my bf's watching a movie somewhere with his 'buds'. BLAHS. ): and PANG all the way across the universe shopping somewhere and nuzy busy with her bf. ):

ohboy.
shireen. -;loves

/ 12:41 PM

Lost.

I'm so tired nowadays. Apparently, it's 4 in the morning now and I've yet to sleep. Sighs.

Nights. And I guess, this is my life from now on.

/ 2:47 AM

Hello! (:
It’s the weekends once again. My only break time. How pathetic is my life now? Sighs. But what choices do I have. All for A’s.

Anyway, I have officially set up the bloody shop to clear my stuff, plus cheryl and nuzie. (: Cleared some. Slowly I guess, takes a lot of time!

Chem SPA is officially over! Finally. But I’m pretty disappointed in myself. Didn’t exactly finish though I tried to time myself. Sighs. But what’s done is done. Now to focus on bio! Which will definitely be a killer. I really hope I can finish.

Happy! (: rs came out on Wednesday, but I was always too busy to go out. Heh. Sorry dear! (: But we went to makan on Saturday at chompchomp, but it was so crowded as usual. Bleh. So we went to some nearby hawker and eat. Aha. (:

Weeks seem to pass by so fast. I have to buck up! Rawh.

/ 5:56 AM

You know. Although I do know what are my goals in life, but I don’t seem to have the desire or positive attitude to achieve my goals. Up to now, all I know is that I have decided to be in the finance sector, much to the disapproval of my parents. They reckon I should make use of my bio or fnn, either to go into the biomedical industry or the food industry. Well, let’s just say I used to have an interest in bio, till JC life totally killed my interest. Whereas for fnn? Well, I won’t deny that I really love cooking. (: fnn brings back so much fun memories. I miss shinwei’s fabulous cooking. But now, it’s too late to say all of these. If I had really wanted to pursue the subject, I wouldn’t be in JC now, or even so, I won’t be taking this subject combination. Oh well, saying all of these have already been too late, and there’s no point in reiterating. What else can I do? Anyway, the only subject of which I have interest in is still finance. Hopefully, you’ll see me in SMU, or NUS!

I’ve already secured 2As in PW and Chinese. Now, it all depends on my main subjects. Hopefully and definitely, I’ll have to score As in GP, Econs, Maths and Chem. And aim for a B in Bio. (: I have to do this, for my baby. (: I want to fulfil my promise to him. (:

I guess I have already started planning for my future, or rather, what’s going to happen after A’s. ahha. (: I’ll definitely be trying to get a temp job in the finance sector to enhance my application. Aside from that, I have my business partner! (((: Definitely going to set up a mini business after A’s. I’m determined to finance for my own studies, as do Cheryl. We have to plan for our future, and depend on ourselves. I won’t let anyone dictate my future. My future is in my own hands and mine only.

I will succeed.

Labels: disappointments, my future, success

/ 2:57 AM

i have finally lost it.

hello. you can say this is my maiden post. as it has been ages since i have posted anything.
but still, i guess i'm back. pretty much because i felt guilty i left it around somehow. but so much have happened last year. and now, i'm ready to start on a new slate.

so here i go. welcome to my life.

Labels: awakening, renewal

/ 5:54 AM

whee! i koped this from jac. (:


[Layer One: On the outside]
Name: Shireen
Birthdate: 29091990
Current Status: hm. attached.
Eye Colour: totally black.
Hair Colour: brown-black.
Righty or Lefty: lefty! ((:

[Layer Two: On the inside]
Your Heritage:bloody pure chinese. but no brains for business. =D
Your Fears: loads.
Your Weakness: foooood. give me chocolates or ice cream and i love you to bits.
Your Perfect Pizza: thin, crispy, CHEESE, pineapple, ham

[Layer Three: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow]
Your First Thought This Morning: damn, there's training today. on a perfect weather to sleep in. ):
Your Last Thought Before Bedtime: bloody tired.. why did i have to take a job?
Your Most Missed Memories: i want to be in sec school again.

[Layer Four: Your Pick]
Pepsi or Coke: none. (:
MacDonald or Burger King: BK! (: i'm sick of macs!
Single or Group Dates: fine with both.
Adidas or Nike: ohboy. both! (: but i like nike better.
Tea or Nestea: teaaaaa.
Chocolate or Vanilla: VANILLA.
Cappuccino or Coffee: cappuccino.

[Layer Five: Do You...]
Smoke: never!
.Curse: obviously.
Take Showers:nono, that's why i stink. ==
Think you are in love: hm. (:

[Layer Six: In the Past Month]
Drank alcohol: yes.
Gone to the mall: NO! ):
Been on the stage: nahhh.
Eaten sushi: yea. just last week.
Dyed your hair: i want to!

[Layer Seven: Have You Ever...]
Played a stripping game: ewwww. no. im not that sick.
Changed who you were to fit in: of course. peer pressure. =D

[Layer Eight: Age]
You are hoping to get married at the age of: ah. after 26. (:

[Layer Nine: In a Girl/Guy]
Best Eye Colour: ohhh. brown- grey.
Best Hair Colour: anything.
Short Hair or Long Hair: SHORT HAIR.

[Layer Ten: What Were You Doing]
1 Min Ago: messaging.
1 Hour Ago: teevee-ing!
4.5 Hour Ago: sleeping. ((:
1 Month Ago: just finished promos! HAHA. playing.
1 Year Ago: bloody o levels.

[Layer Eleven: Finish the Sentence]
I Love: to sleep. (:

/ 7:18 AM

so many things have happened lately. so many shocks to deal with.
this has left me speechless.

sighhs. ohwell.



happy birthday kor. (: 22 years old. you old man. (:
we're all missing you like mad!

shireen
29091990
taonanprimaryschool 1997-2002
cedargirls'secondaryschool 2003-2006
tampinesjuniorcollege(PAE)
meridianjuniorcollege 2007-2008
auroacrystal@hotmail.com




she is loved;

/ 4:11 AM

okay. (: it's the 11th.
and my life is fucked up. why?
BECAUSE I HAVE LOADS OF TUITION.
oh boy. what am i thinking?
from 11-1 maths, 2-4 chem. EVERY single day. ==

anw, the camp on friday was a joke though it was pretty fun in the end i guess.
try sleeping at a beach, with no cover!
and the sea breeze blowing at you. omg. it was a torture.

rs finally P.O.P.! (: and he finally has a LONG LONG break so that he can meet me!
sorry dear. =X always seem to have loads of programme on weekends. heh.

oh and for those idiots like andrew. (: P.O.P stands for passing out parade.
aha. joke.

went to eat with andrew that day, waffles and sandwich.
after which that idiot called me fat, ust because he only had waffles.
come on luh. who's the one who got a HUGE popcorn box with sprite to munch on for the movie huh! haha.
ohhh. and who was the idiot who kept going, 'let's go chinatown and eat dumpling and whatnots' on the way home huh! haha. (: that fat ass. =D

and now i'm stuck at home blogging. while my fat-ass friend is at sentosa, and my bf's watching a movie somewhere with his 'buds'. BLAHS. ): and PANG all the way across the universe shopping somewhere and nuzy busy with her bf. ):

ohboy.
shireen. -;loves

/ 12:41 PM

Lost.

I'm so tired nowadays. Apparently, it's 4 in the morning now and I've yet to sleep. Sighs.

Nights. And I guess, this is my life from now on.

/ 2:47 AM

Hello! (:
It’s the weekends once again. My only break time. How pathetic is my life now? Sighs. But what choices do I have. All for A’s.

Anyway, I have officially set up the bloody shop to clear my stuff, plus cheryl and nuzie. (: Cleared some. Slowly I guess, takes a lot of time!

Chem SPA is officially over! Finally. But I’m pretty disappointed in myself. Didn’t exactly finish though I tried to time myself. Sighs. But what’s done is done. Now to focus on bio! Which will definitely be a killer. I really hope I can finish.

Happy! (: rs came out on Wednesday, but I was always too busy to go out. Heh. Sorry dear! (: But we went to makan on Saturday at chompchomp, but it was so crowded as usual. Bleh. So we went to some nearby hawker and eat. Aha. (:

Weeks seem to pass by so fast. I have to buck up! Rawh.

/ 5:56 AM

You know. Although I do know what are my goals in life, but I don’t seem to have the desire or positive attitude to achieve my goals. Up to now, all I know is that I have decided to be in the finance sector, much to the disapproval of my parents. They reckon I should make use of my bio or fnn, either to go into the biomedical industry or the food industry. Well, let’s just say I used to have an interest in bio, till JC life totally killed my interest. Whereas for fnn? Well, I won’t deny that I really love cooking. (: fnn brings back so much fun memories. I miss shinwei’s fabulous cooking. But now, it’s too late to say all of these. If I had really wanted to pursue the subject, I wouldn’t be in JC now, or even so, I won’t be taking this subject combination. Oh well, saying all of these have already been too late, and there’s no point in reiterating. What else can I do? Anyway, the only subject of which I have interest in is still finance. Hopefully, you’ll see me in SMU, or NUS!

I’ve already secured 2As in PW and Chinese. Now, it all depends on my main subjects. Hopefully and definitely, I’ll have to score As in GP, Econs, Maths and Chem. And aim for a B in Bio. (: I have to do this, for my baby. (: I want to fulfil my promise to him. (:

I guess I have already started planning for my future, or rather, what’s going to happen after A’s. ahha. (: I’ll definitely be trying to get a temp job in the finance sector to enhance my application. Aside from that, I have my business partner! (((: Definitely going to set up a mini business after A’s. I’m determined to finance for my own studies, as do Cheryl. We have to plan for our future, and depend on ourselves. I won’t let anyone dictate my future. My future is in my own hands and mine only.

I will succeed.

Labels: disappointments, my future, success

/ 2:57 AM

i have finally lost it.

hello. you can say this is my maiden post. as it has been ages since i have posted anything.
but still, i guess i'm back. pretty much because i felt guilty i left it around somehow. but so much have happened last year. and now, i'm ready to start on a new slate.

so here i go. welcome to my life.

Labels: awakening, renewal

/ 5:54 AM

whee! i koped this from jac. (:


[Layer One: On the outside]
Name: Shireen
Birthdate: 29091990
Current Status: hm. attached.
Eye Colour: totally black.
Hair Colour: brown-black.
Righty or Lefty: lefty! ((:

[Layer Two: On the inside]
Your Heritage:bloody pure chinese. but no brains for business. =D
Your Fears: loads.
Your Weakness: foooood. give me chocolates or ice cream and i love you to bits.
Your Perfect Pizza: thin, crispy, CHEESE, pineapple, ham

[Layer Three: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow]
Your First Thought This Morning: damn, there's training today. on a perfect weather to sleep in. ):
Your Last Thought Before Bedtime: bloody tired.. why did i have to take a job?
Your Most Missed Memories: i want to be in sec school again.

[Layer Four: Your Pick]
Pepsi or Coke: none. (:
MacDonald or Burger King: BK! (: i'm sick of macs!
Single or Group Dates: fine with both.
Adidas or Nike: ohboy. both! (: but i like nike better.
Tea or Nestea: teaaaaa.
Chocolate or Vanilla: VANILLA.
Cappuccino or Coffee: cappuccino.

[Layer Five: Do You...]
Smoke: never!
.Curse: obviously.
Take Showers:nono, that's why i stink. ==
Think you are in love: hm. (:

[Layer Six: In the Past Month]
Drank alcohol: yes.
Gone to the mall: NO! ):
Been on the stage: nahhh.
Eaten sushi: yea. just last week.
Dyed your hair: i want to!

[Layer Seven: Have You Ever...]
Played a stripping game: ewwww. no. im not that sick.
Changed who you were to fit in: of course. peer pressure. =D

[Layer Eight: Age]
You are hoping to get married at the age of: ah. after 26. (:

[Layer Nine: In a Girl/Guy]
Best Eye Colour: ohhh. brown- grey.
Best Hair Colour: anything.
Short Hair or Long Hair: SHORT HAIR.

[Layer Ten: What Were You Doing]
1 Min Ago: messaging.
1 Hour Ago: teevee-ing!
4.5 Hour Ago: sleeping. ((:
1 Month Ago: just finished promos! HAHA. playing.
1 Year Ago: bloody o levels.

[Layer Eleven: Finish the Sentence]
I Love: to sleep. (:

/ 7:18 AM

so many things have happened lately. so many shocks to deal with.
this has left me speechless.

sighhs. ohwell.



happy birthday kor. (: 22 years old. you old man. (:
we're all missing you like mad!